Time for myself

I registered to sign up our smallest for pre-k.  March 29th I will fill out all the paperwork and make the request for Edu-kids am or pm for this baby right here. The one that loves to wear boots, snowman jammies and tells me I'm HIS baby.

Even the thought of this makes me die a little.  Yes, I can get my hair done during the day, go for a pedi or heck just wander aimlessly at Target and actually try on clothes.  And yes it will be nice to go to Drs. appts. without small children.  I always feel the looks and stares when you bring little ones to appointments - it makes me want to remind everyone in the waiting room that sitters aren't always an option and yes I would like to not bring my boys to germy places BUT....

But all of this means, a chapter in my life is closing.  The chapter of my life having little ones at home during the day, always having a lunch date, knowing what they eat for lunch, when they go to the bathroom, having a helper to fill the washer, etc.  This makes me cry my eyes out.  I know its only for a couple hours now but it's the beginning of the end.  The following year they will all leave me at 8:15 and not come home till 3:30 and I am not ready!!!